11-27-22 sf on masturbatiin to picture images

 I forgive myself for allowing amd accepting myself to masturbate to oicure images of girls asses.

I forgive myself for allowing myselfntonfeelnbad and guilty that I allowed myselfnto masturbate to images as videos of girls asses.
I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to create a life for myself where I got I to a vicious cyclenof masturbatiin tobimages and drugs and made my life miserable and of despair and regret.
I forgive myself that ibaccepted and allowed myselfbto when I saw I had the choice of relapsing kn masturbatiin to images and drugs or not that ibaccepted and allowed myself to ignore xonsequenceband to instead masturbatebto images on drugs and create xonsequencebforbmy life and for this world and others in this world.
I forgive myself that j accepted and allowed myself to doncrack to masturbate tobjnages instead of committing to becoming a distributor and working out my relationship with Patricia whether that be of intimate oartners or just friends.
I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for so extensively for many years turning my back on my integrity and my life and even this world to isolate myself and masturbate to kmages in self pity and regret.
I forgive myself that inaccepted and allowed myself today to masturbate to images of ciders of girls ases jnstead of practicingasturbating to the ohysical as an opportunity to support myself.
I forgive myselfbfor accepting and allowing myself to just masturbatebto imagesbinstead of pushing myself to direct myself to masturbatebonly to the physical as self direction.
I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myselfbto torture myself and my physical body today by smoking a lot of xigarettes and masturbating to images as videosbof girls asses jn spite of my bodybfeeling tired and it being a khysjcally painfully exhausting experience where it was am experience of suffering to an extent.
I forgive myselfnthat inhavebaccepted and allowed myself to even though my life is critical asbconsequencesbibfacebfrom accepting and allowing myself to masturbate that I still accepted and allowed myself to masturbate to jmagesnasbvideos of girls asses today.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to the experience of guilt and shame andbregret and self pity that I have accepted and allowed myself to not quit masturbation tobthe mindbas to not masturbate and live that part of myself in a way where I am directing myself to do what is best.
I xommit myself to push myselfbto next time I masturbate to masturbate onlybto the physical with no images and to push myself to take it easy on my body instead of stubbornly trying to make the experience extreme and hard core.