2.2.23 paranoia of dying

 I forgive myself for falling into fear and worry of dying. I forgive myself fòr blindly believing as paranoia that i am going to inevitably die, i realize it is paranoia because i am interpreting my symptoms without knowing in fact if what and how i am interpreting it is really how and what it is in fact.i forgive myself for interpreting my symptoms as that i am inevitably going to die when i realky dont know that for a fact but rather i interpret it as believing it as paranoia.