6/24/21

6/24/21

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make mistakes.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make mistakes which has caused me guilt.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stubbornly hold on to my personality and in that i suffer and am in pain because .... i see my image of myself being shattered before my eyes and i am desperately trying to hold on to this personality idea of myself.

I commit myaself to push myself to find the courage and self honesty in me to allow my image of myself to shater before my eyes as the shell from which reality can be born.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stubnornly hold on to the fear and concern of my image being shattered as me having a panic attack wherein i am exposed as far as what i have accepted and allowed to exist in/as me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear having a panic attack, for example when i walk up the slope or when i walk in general or etc.

I forgive myself for giving in to resisting what must be faced.

I forgive myself for judging what must be faced instead of seeing it for what it is here.

I commit myself to push myself to face myself as to accept and embrace my self image to die so that a new me can be born from that.